February 25, 2011

Someone dear to me.

I went through my email inbox today,
Well, with intentions of reading our past emails.
This girl, not mentioning name, was dear to me.
She was this dumb little hyper girl who often used to text me random things.
Never failing to tell me about her problems.
Things were all fine, just the two of us and the whole world to face.

When i was away in guangzhou last year ( I myself forgot about it),
this special little girl sent me emails everyday.
Telling me how was her day like, how she enjoyed her day, how much she misses me.
She stupidly laughed at my first email address, wanting to change hers to prince_dog@hotmail.com.

Slowly, we drifted.
We argued, quarreled. we no longer were the sweethearts we both dearly knew.
This email was sent to me on the 11th November 2010,
I thought it through, i realised i couldn't have the best of both worlds.
Either one suffers or both.

No matter how much i miss her,
she's never coming back.
She has them,
I have them too.

I just want a fucking time machine badly.

I knew how much i've hurt her, how much i din't treasure her, how much i could have done so much more for her. Things had changed, no longer the same, not only that, they contridicts.
She was someone who told me that the world was cruel, i had to face facts. I couldn't stop living in my "everyone's trustable" world. I learnt it the hard way.

I din't treasure you, now you're gone.
Like the wind blows.
That fast, things changed.
We're two different people now.

Just so you know,
I'm always here, since the 11th.
I'll never stop being your listening ear.
I'll be here if you need someone's shoulder to cry on.

All the best.

Don't think i'll blog often anymore.

January 23, 2011

It's easy to lead when you're strong but it's when you're tired that counts.

I haven't been blogging for a long long long time,
almost a month O: .
So sorry, I've been trying to study hard, oh well.
Anyway, S10C was

I din't even lose my voice (Y).
It was definitely a great experience for me.
Learning how to handle the class, how to talk to people whenever they're sad,
The camp bound to have hiccups but it was all fine.
Can I give next year's adventure camp to help out in Sec One Orientation Camp :B?

I don't think I'll blog very often anymore,
I want to but I can't, i need to catch up on my studies already.
I'm even behind of everyone in my best subjects. :\
Contact me through:
Phone: 91909080

BYE. ^^

January 1, 2011

Happy New Year. ^^

Happy New Year!
An nyoung ha seh yo! ^^,
I haven't been blogging recently, opps. :B, I don't blame anyone but myself if i lost a lot of readers. I've been busy recently *excuse*, I've met up with awesome people recently, like Patricia and Xueying.^^, I just realised Patricia stays 7 blocks away from me, like near only. :D

I received a medium-sized domo from my daddy. Huggable only. ^^, I bought with my sissy a 92cm bunny. :B, My bed is filled with soft toys, but I threw all of them, except the soft toy dog, domokuns and bunny, down to the floor.

I have a thing for small eyes :B, see those 3 guys, ya, ALL SMALL EYES, LIKE ME! ^^, yay small eyes people. AND WE CAN SEE PERFECTLY FINE HOR.
Uhhhh, SCHOOL'S STARTING SOON, YAY(?) ._. , I'm still in the holiday mood okay, I still want to sleep late and wake up whenever I feel like. CAN YOU IMAGINE THE BOOKS I HAVE TO BRING?! Walao, all so thick and heavy! ._. , I'm still excited though, I want to see my juniors and friends. ^^, I still owe Eernie a meetup though.
That's all, I'm not in the blogging mood at all ._.

OHYA, GA-IN AND JOKWON KISSED IN TODAY'S We Got Married Episode, I'm waiting for it to be subbed. ^^, damn loving right? :B